Random Shit

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WAH HEADACHE

had a "performance" recently
some random shit for school CIP (community involvement program)
play songs at an old folk's home
but...at the last minute they changed the song
so i sat there with my guitar away from the mic
and played RANDOM SONGS!!!!
and no one could hear what i was playing over the speakers. LOL.
seriously, WTH.

i think i'ma get started with the parodies again soon.
someone help meeee.....i'm outta ideas.
my mind's blank(er)...than usual

and now I have 4 hour tuition every saturday...omgwtf
but after that i almost nearly guaranteed can meet up with 'tards or watch movie
or shit like that. worth it? i dunno
and it doesn't apply near exam period...waaah.

and we're running out of retarded material. this is a disaster.

and here's some random emoness


The Beast Within

Sometimes you wish that someone would reach out and hold you. Tell you that everything will be OK, whisper that they love you, and say that it will all work out in the end.

Of course, they don't. They can't see that there is something wrong, or if they do, and ask, you don't know how to tell them that there isn't really anything wrong, there just isn't anything right either. You don't know how to explain that you feel numb. That you hate it. That you hate yourself.

It is hard to admit that you despise yourself, the shell you've become, the void that you are becoming. Harder to admit that the only thing that hasn't broken is your mind, and that the thin thread of sanity is only being held onto out of sheer desperation... a shaky grip at best.

So you have your Desperation, and the fragile hope that someone, somewhere, will break into the monotony of the life you are only half living, and save you from yourself. Unfortunately, You don't know how to let them in, because once they have broken through your walls of defense, they have every weapon they need to destroy you. They KNOW... and it scares you.

And so you continue... holding fast to your hope, and the dreams of a better tomorrow, slashing at your existence with the jagged blades of self-loathing. ALONE. And when the beast within you wins, you realize that deep down you have enjoyed the burning sensation in the pit of your stomach and the complete detatchment with which you view the world.

And every night before you go to bed, the child within the person you used to be battles the Terror that dwells inside the person you have become.

And every morning, you succumb to the beast within.


Lolz
random emoness
but kinda fits for a lot of people i guess
duh

i'm outta here
this place is tapped

[J0HnA55]

Disclaimer

yeah. before I get to the other stuff, this is a disclaimer.

This organization/blog/whatever, United Stupidity,
In no way are we attempting to make fun of the mentally challenged.
As members of our society, they should be given the extra amount of care needed.
Many of the posts and stuff mention some people as "retards".
Let me clarify this.
Most of us here prefer to see the brighter side of life.
This often displays itself in the stuff that we do.
And a lot of the stuff that we do is aimed at making us, and other people laugh.
"Retards" is mentioned as the stuff posted are often outside normal behaviour.
Or maybe it isn't. Just that nobody mentions it, or people forget.
They lose their memories. Memories can brighten your day when things are dark.
Of course, this is our brand of humour. Not everyone appreciates it.
Some people may think that some of it is "lame", or "weird".
Or otherwise its just plain "retarded".
Whatever it is, it's your opinion. You are entitled to it. We respect that.
But if you come to troll and flame against us, let me get this straight.
We can listen to you. But we do not need to take your shit.
Feel too embarassed to participate in harmless pranks? Wuss.
Or think that you're above it? Better than us in some way?
What if we think that you're an insignificant faggot?
Got a problem if we think that you're like that?
Too bad, loser. Get a life.
If you're fine with that, no problem. Everyone here is friendly. (I think...)
Stick around, socialize, laugh, enjoy life.
Otherwise, do us a favour and get the fuck outta here.
Before I come over and cut you from hole to hole.

Yours truly,
[J0HnA55]


meh. some people are really pissin me off.

as for the rest of the update...

It looks kinda certain that we're going to join the FOA this year.
Too bad Martin can't be our guitarist. Don't think he can come to Malaysia.
But he wouldn't really like the songs we'd perform anyway.
The lineup is still very shaky, but...

Fabian - Vocals
Me - Guitar
Yan Feng - Drums
Reutens - Bass

We need another guitarist. CALLIN ALL GUITARISTS!!!
(I know JB and Singapore are SWARMING with them)

narrowed down a few song choices, but I'd appreciate some suggestions.
Beast and the Harlot - Avenged Sevenfold
Holiday/Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day
I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy
Viva La Vida - Coldplay
Face Down - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

Obviously, we need more feedback.


Halodude lent me his Burnout: Paradise City (hail him! HAIL HIM!)
it's pretty good. Free cruisin' in a GTA sized city.
Bad thing is the crashing. Literally. I'm a lousy driver -__-''
Oh well. Good side, I pwn road rage. haha.

Halo Wars is out. Finally.
But some reviews say it isn't really good.
Anyone can confirm this?



Man, I'm sleepy.
G'nite y'all.